Odoya (greetings), Yemanjá, Goddess of Samba! You are desire.Īnd as you dance towards a frenzied climax, your heart bursts open, welcoming that ancient African goddess power. Wearing little more than sequins and feathers, you twirl around like a peacock.
#UNLEASH YOUR INNER SPARKLE MEANING SKIN#
Such joy you feel, unleashing your sensuality with each shake such explosive power! Your smile is bright, your sweaty skin sparkles with glitters. Well, we’ll see how all this goes, but that is the start of my journey and the reason for my exploration I’m currently caught in limbo, but I’m hoping to pry myself out with a little luck and maybe a little.As hypnotizing African drums mix with the sound of waves and shells, a fire starts to burn in your loins, making you gyrate your hips and move your feet, faster and faster. I had my launch party last weekend and the response to the product was really great, people couldn’t believe that earring and a necklace were only $5 and they were so quality/cute! It made me feel a little less like I was still stuck in high school and more like I actually had control of my life for once.
#UNLEASH YOUR INNER SPARKLE MEANING FREE#
Now that you know where I feel that I find myself, I have also just joined the Paparazzi Jewelry and Accessories Team! We sell gorgeous jewelry and accessories, all lead/nickel free for $5 and every week the creators come out with new items! This is cool because each consultant will have different inventory since they purchase it themselves based on their likes and what they think will sell-you might see a completely different inventory from one consultant to another! So, without that self-supporting job, I’m staying with the parents, which means back to the rules of the high school days, leaving me caught between my desire to bloom and flourish into a meaningful work position as well as place in my personal life and the reality of my circumstances.
I have had plenty of jobs that give me so much joy and love, but I could never support myself on them, partially because everything in child care has a lower pay rate, but also because I don’t have that piece of paper saying that some classroom-trapped professor taught me the theories behind the tactics I taught myself to implement in the workplace to keep a happy and caring environment. I feel as though because my degree is getting put on hold my entire life has come to almost a comedic, slam-into-the-wall halt because nearly everything these days depends on your having that good ‘ol piece of paper. What does it mean to be an adult?-cuz I sure as hell don’t feel like one! Sure, I paid my rent, can look over/pay part of tuition, tackle medical nonsense, go head-to-head with the insurance company, and keep the house clean, but all that overwhelms me and so I make a fort and curl up inside with my favorite computer game, movie, or current art project. On the way to college, it always seemed like you were going to be in the real world and life would be so different and grown up, but now that I’m here, I feel as if I’m stuck in a perpetual game of limbo, going round and round that stupid pole, only no one is lower the bar to raise the stakes the game is forever stuck in the same level of awkwardly not adulthood, but also more than high school senior status.įor some of us around this age, the most frustrating things seem to manifest in the age of legal drinking, when you can rent a car by yourself, and just before that lies the argument of the ability to go to war and get married but the non-ability to drink.įor me, these terms were never really how I saw my adulthood measured, especially now since I’m 23, moved back in with my parents, and about to make a big decision about the little bit of school I do have left. I have a history of considerable medical problems which have ended up blocking my way to the finish line to my degree. I have yet to graduate from college even though I’ve been working on my degree since 2009.
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